Illusions..

hope-love-loyalty-trust...they seem real enough..and we relish in their comfort when they can in fact vanish as quickly as they had appeared. what results then.. is a void that u didn't know until now had even existed. thats because of the undeniable fact that what had seemed so legible and so clear had just been another false image that our mind had conjured up. and yet.. we fail to believe this. is the human mind then delusional?
definitely not.. but it is capable of such grand illusions that it is entirely possible for us live in one big illusionary world and yet not realize it. absurd as it sounds.. we need these illusions. for the human mind has evolved socially as it did intellectually. so we continue to believe in these unwritten bonds, be it real or just a magical cloak .. that could cause either unlimited joy or pain.. thats beyond comprehension.


"when the stage comes crashing down, the acting is over. its just reality after that. "

the sunset...

Like the sun which crosses the horizon every evening.. a generation of humans pass on into the oblivion. We grow up and we watch our siblings grow with us. then we watch our own children grow. i still remember the days i spent with my brother as a kid. how we played and fought.. time just seems to fly. as the sun set... that day and everyother day that has passed is all but a memory. just a memory. is that all there is to life? a sequence of interrupted memories.

Revolution of sorts

Remember.. remember.. the fifth of november...
the movie as a whole just manages to scrape into wat one cud call "a decent effort". and perhaps thats bcos of the expectations that surrounded it.. but i am not here to give a review.
watchin movies like these always lighted up ideas that i have long tried to bury within myself. thoughts which one could say needless or the utter result of watchin endless number of hollywood blockbusters. but still.. these r thoughts nevertheless. at the midpoint of which lies the one question which sums up everything.. the one question i always ask myself.. is life all but a machine? all other ideas or thoughts revolve around this single question.
time doesnt grant us the pleasure of dwellin into these thoughts very often.. thankfully for some. but its always nice once in a while to awaken from the deep slumber that life has become.. a wakeful sleep that has captured each one of us.. and in our bid for survival, we have forgotten the very essence of life itself... to feel alive.

Tadpole

I picked up this movie because I had this childhood crush over Sigourney Weaver and I was already repenting my decision as I walked out of the store. But the subtle way the movie has handled such a delicate issue- also adding a touch of humour- amazed me. The story evolves around a 15yr old kid who is in love with his stepmom. thats the delicate issue.. the way it is pictured is wat is good abt this movie.

its been long..

forgot this place existed. been a lil busy with my studies. goin nowhere. anyway not in a great mood for a long blog. maybe another time.

the game..

this past week.. i have been giving so much thought abt wat i am gonna be and wat i wanna do in life.. abt the future. i was so worried abt this that i lost track of wat i was doin.
then i started noticing small things.. like one movie i wanted to watch very much. but had an exam comin the same wk. i was so tempted to go for it durin the study hours and finally cudnt control the urge.. i rented the dvd. but the damn thing wudnt even run on my comp!! today the exam went better than i had hoped.. and i watched the movie with my folks at the theatre.. they loved it even though the movie was abt football..!!
i guess sometimes we lose out in life too. we try for somethin and we dont get it. naturally.. dissapointment comes with it. but i am begining to believe that we all have our paths cut out for us. only thing is we dont realise that. atleast i didnt. and i am not totally convinced of this either... but just a hope that lest i walk forward with my eyes closed, i will reach where i am supposed to.
thats the game of life.. u open each door with a wall behind it until u find the rite one which sucks u rite in.. so lets play!!